Today was a happy, but somber day at the same time. Today, I remembered my dad, who passed away when I was only 16. I went to a church around the corner from my house and lit a candle for him. This affected me a little more than usual, probably because I'm alone in another country. In previous years, I've been able to surround myself with my family and friends, making the day a little bit easier. After my quiet time and some extra prayer time today, I was reminded of how truly fortunate I am. God has blessed me time and again, and this has given me many reasons to smile:
-I can smile because I have a really wonderful family who has supported me every step of the way in my growth and walk with God. They have continued to love me no matter what, and believed in me when I doubted myself.
-I can smile because I have the greatest group of friends who have never abandoned me, even when it sometimes seemed easier to just walk away.
-I can smile because I'm part of the Wesley Foundation in Orlando; a family who has continued to hold me accountable and pray for me on this new journey.
-I can smile because I'm having the opportunity of a lifetime, teaching English in South Korea for a whole year!!
-I can smile because God loves me and is continuing to use me in ways that I never could've imagined :)
"I smile when I think about
The way You've turned my life around.
I smile when I think about
The happiness in You I've found.
I'm so amazed at what Your love has done,
And when I think the best is yet to come,
I smile!"
I Smile, by Russ Lee
I can only imagine how difficult it would have been to remember your dad in a land so so far away. I am more than proud of you for working your way through it and remembering how very much you are loved and cherished. God definitely has his hand on your life Jamie. Recognizing that for what it is is HUGE! I know your dad is smiling down on you as you find your way in a foreign land and share your gift of teaching with these kids. Well done sweet girl!
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